R.I.P Kuchi

skali lagi, hamster aku mati..sangat sedih tapi aku memang da ready untuk terima hakikat Kuchi xdapat idop lama.. maybe salah aku lambat bawak dia jumpa vet..maybe salah aku gak sebab xtinggal ja dia kat vet, so that ada orang tolong tengok2kan dia..

flash back what happen yesterday..aku sedar Kuchi da xlarat nak jalan, pagi2 buta semalam..time tengah btolkan proposal fyp..memang xtenang..patutnya proposal tu aku leh setel awal, tapi drag sampai pagi..setel keja, my full attention is on Kuchi..malangnya condition dia makin teruk.. sesungguhnya aku memang xtaw nak mintak tolong sapa..teringat Hasni, time Michi sakit dulu, dia cakap len kali sms kat phone..jangan msg kat FB..aku pun msg la kat phone..no reply..well i already expect that..time tu awal lagi..sapa lak rajin nak bangun awal selain aku yang blom tido lagi time tu..nak text Ali, tapi aku tengok dia da idle and status ym, 'trying to get some sleep' (kalo xsilap)..no point aku kaco orang tengah tido..Nik? ari Selasa, orang nak p office..xleh kaco gak..last2 aku text G-an..setakat ni, she's the only person that willing to do anything to help me..agak berat nak msg dia semalam sebab dia dok kat Bangi..aku xbajet dia nak datang Shah Alam just untuk bawak Kuchi p vet..tapi, aku memang dah terdesak sangat, aku try je la..unexpected she said ok without any other reason..i almost cry to think that i have a friend like her..maybe if she is a boy, memang aku ajak kawen r..dia cakap nak gerak kol 8.30am dari Bangi..sampai maybe 9.15am but aku bajet lebih dari 9.15am sebab confirm jalan jem.. no cash in my wallet! only RM2..xmungkin la jumpa vet kena bayar 2hinggit ja..luckily, akak aku bank in duit kat BSN..xpk panjang dah, aku jalan kaki p pusat komesial..pergi dah balik..xsangka aku sanggup berjalan ke situ just for a hamster..kalo untuk diri sendiri xmungkin aku wat camtu..we'll do anything for something that we love..no wonder loving couple willing to do anything for their partner..even it just a stupid thing.. hmm..waiting for G-an and seeing Kuchi suffer in front of me memang buat aku terseksa..around 10.30am G-an sampai..dia tanya vet katna..aku cakap, yang aku dapat, kat Klang..dia cakap sek13 ada gak..kot..just kena cari sebab dia pun xsure..aku cakap mana2 ja la..xleh nak pk..call Adza sebab time Michi sakit dulu, dia ada bagi alamat vet kat sek13..then dia cakap xingat..xd laptop nak google..gamble je la..lagipun G-an memang slalu gamble2 ni..i never doubt her..at last, jumpa gak 1 vet kat sek13 tu..at the same time dapat address dari Adza..tapi aku xbaca sebab aku pk nak jumpa doc ja time tu..doc cakap maybe virus infection..dia bagi antibiotic and ubat mata..pastu dia explain r macam2..aku paham r pa benda yang dia explain tu..luckily i was a biology student for 3years...just study memain ja (kalo study btol2, xdenye jadi budak computer skng..bley jadi doc r..).. lepas bayar RM20, aku blah dari vet, p makan, pastu balik..sampai kat umah, aku bagi Kuchi air..but suddenly, he's like suffering a very bad pain..again, aku contact G-an..nasib baik dia xbalik Bangi lagi..skali lagi redah sek13..this time, baru aku realize yang address Adza bagi tu, memang address vet yang aku p..what a coincident.. doc lain lak..laki...tinggi and hensem, seriously (eh sempat lagi).. he said, xleh buat pape..ubat da bagi, just tunggu je la..at that time la aku da let go Kuchi.. da agak dia xleh idop lama..even aku da let him go, i still wanna cry..rasanya, kalo aku xtertido semalam, sure mata aku da jadi macam panda skng..but, bila aku bangun, dia da mati..feels like crying but there's no tears..maybe sebab xterkilan sangat kot..sebab da bawak g vet..i've tried to save him..xsama macam Michi dulu..aku xsempat buat pape..

whatever it is, i already lost them..yang tinggal skng, Kuchiki and Ichi..hope they won't leave me..those two, the most precious hamsters of mine because they were given as my 23rd b'day present...

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No 63-0, Jalan Snuker 13/28, sek13, Tadisma Business Centre, Shah Alam. ni vet yang aku p..

kat sek6 pun ada gak vet..dekat sekolah pe tah..xsure.. and kat sek7, baru bukak kat sebelah Le Lac..tapi dia xamik hamster..baru lagi kot..just haiwan yang besar macam kucing, rabbit..

R.I.P Kuchi..(-.-)